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Ways Forward

by Tim Ward Jr.

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Let me not forget where I have been May the treasures I have gazed upon always remain within I’ll hold them in my mind So when my sunset comes I’ll find That I had not forgotten where I’ve been Let me stand firm as the mountains I have climbed Make me rugged, make me gracious as I’m carved away by time I’ll be capped in silver snow long before those peaks erode And I’ll bless the many mountains I have climbed May the placid lakes be mirrors to my soul In their glimmer I see glances of the days yet to unfold The reflection is my own And I have changed, yes I have grown And in the placid lake I see that I am whole Oh, if I never do return To retrace those sacred pathways Through the forests and the ferns When the memories grow faint And my soul begins to yearn May the wind revive the embers Let the wild fire burn May the wilderness I’ve roamed take root inside Let the terrifying beauty and the darkness all reside And when the animal inside me cries I’ll meet the dawn with fiery eyes For the wilderness has taken root inside May the waters I have bathed in course through me Let the rivers be my bloodline flowing home toward the sea When my final wave subsides I will retreat into the tide And when I’ve become the ocean, I’ll be free
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Just Enough 04:09
Some days it’s enough just to exist And let go of the other things You should’ve done, could’ve done Forget about those errands on your list This ain’t a race, there’s no first place No medals to be won Sometimes you’ve got to stop to take it in To feel the sun and walk among the rivers and the trees Find new paths to wander now and then And listen for the wisdom that is borne upon the breeze I know so many questions Are racing through your mind You’ll never have all the answers Just those you need, in time And what if you knew just enough What if you knew just enough? It’s okay that you couldn’t do it all Cause you never fall behind, you see You’re right where you are meant to be The work is never finished ‘til we’re called To leave behind what lies undone To finally be set free Fill your lungs with oxygen And gaze out on the view Be still, cause who you are you my friend Is more than what you do And what if you were just enough What if you were just enough? Know that are worthy as you are Don’t wait on some future date for things to be just right Could you try to see the beauty in your scars? From pain you felt in darkness comes the will to spread the light Gather all your troubles, dear Send them to the sky Your story’s still unfolding here It’s unclear how or why And I don’t know where we’re going There ain’t no landing spot Don’t miss out on your journey We only get one shot And what one was just enough? Yeah what if one was just enough? Well what if one was just enough? What if one was just enough?
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It’s fading out Like a jet stream dissipating I’m feeling now That release I’ve been awaiting From way up here On silver wings I’m flying I’m seeing clear I can be here without trying I was wound up tight Always clenching, grinding, aching Stayed up all night To delay the dawn from breaking Knots in my chest They were pulling ever tighter Eating my stress Wishing I could walk much lighter I had to many heavy things to hold Til I loosened up my grip and let some go And relief is in release Of what I no longer need When the air that’s filling me comes from within And the burning fumes o’ why Break apart into the sky I’m moving through Into the blue again It all seems so small And removed when you’re above it Beyond the wall Where it’s easier to love it You’re looking down On the grey that hung in your sky It’s leaving now That you’ve found the blue in your mind Well you had too many heavy things to hold Til you loosened up your grip and let some go And relief is in release Of what you no longer need When the air that’s filling you comes from within And the burning fumes o’ why Break apart into the sky You’re moving through Into the blue again Yeah moving through Into the blue again Now that you know It’s as if you always knew it Storms come and go And you pierce your way right through it It’s always there Even when your vision’s clouded You find your air Where the lanes are never clouded And relief is in release Of what you no longer need When the air that’s filling you comes from within And the burning fumes o’ why Break apart into the sky You’re moving through Into the blue again I’m moving through Into the blue again You’re moving through Into the blue again
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I’m movin’ to the other side of town It means I won’t be seein’ you around It’s just as well No time to dwell Just to pack Takin’ all of me, preparing for the change And you’re down the street, yet so far outta range Ever in my mind Yet the wind behind my back Says forward son There’s so much to be done On down the road I’m bringin’ only what I’ve room to keep And I’m thinkin’ that I may be doomed to sleep With tortured dreams And could have beens For awhile And I leave behind a chest of shattered hopes In a grave where I will lay the battered ghost Of a hundred tries For a love that died out in the cold And when the dirt’s been packed There’s no turning back It’s on down the road I’ll raise my gaze to faces bright and new In places where I’ll bear no sight of you Maybe there I’ll find A pair of eyes that shine The way that mine once glowed When I looked your way On a gloomy day Somewhere back the road Yes I’m movin’ to the other side of town It seems I won’t be seein’ you around Come end July It’s gonna make me cry to go Not knowing when We may meet again On down the road
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Anatomy 04:16
Was I clear? Was I sincere? I tried to say it in a way That you might wanna hear It didn’t go The way I’d hoped You said my words lacked heart They came apart Like cheaply woven rope Let’s grab a blackboard and some chalk I’ll diagram it as you talk Why don’t you teach me how to see it through your eyes? Why don’t you show me the anatomy of apology? Let’s break it down and walk it through methodically And I may never be the man you think I ought to be But I’m tryin’ as best I can To understand Examinin’ This specimen Dissecting words you say you heard To find what lies within Our fears and hopes The ways we cope Spread out on slides and analyzed Under the microscope Let’s grab a blackboard and some chalk I’ll diagram it as you talk Go on and teach me how to see it through your eyes Go on and show me the anatomy of apology Let’s break it down and walk it through methodically And I may never be the man you think I ought to be But I’m tryin’ as best I can To understand This laceration’s waitin’ on a suture As I’m fumblin’ for the words to mend our future Oh and I don’t have the perfect line But I feel your wound as though its mine Can we sew it back up with a stitch in time? Can you show me the anatomy of apology Let’s break it down and walk it through methodically And I may never be the man you think I ought to be But I’m tryin’ as best I can Whoa, to understand
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Today Is just another day But I’m not quite the same man that I was before Change Is frightening and strange But I will not remain here when I’m wanting more To hell with what I’m not I’ll work with what I’ve got I’m taking the first steps I’m on my way I’ll be a little braver than yesterday I’m shaking the past off I’m on my way to you And the road Is perilous I’m told And only for the bold ones who Would search by night To find A higher state of mind And leave the past behind to seek The lasting light There’s no more room for fear The journey starts right here I’m taking the first steps I’m on my way I’ll be a little braver than yesterday I’m shaking the past off I’m on my way to you It begins The endless journey in To places noone’s been to face The demons there It takes a spirit that won’t break and though my legs will quake I’ll tread This path so rare Naked and alone On the edge of the unknown A step is all it takes To finally feel awake I’m taking the first steps I’m on my way I’ll be a little braver than yesterday I’m shaking the past off I’m on my way to you Yeah I’m on my way I’m taking the first steps I’m on my way I’ll be a little braver than yesterday I’m shaking the past off I’m on my way to you Yeah I’m on my way to you I’m on my way to you I’m on my way to you I’m on my way to you

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"Ways Forward" is a collection of songs written between 2017 - 2020 by Tim Ward, Jr. The songs were recorded and completed “together apart” in 2020 - 2021 by a group of Philadelphia-area musicians, singers, writers, arrangers, and sound engineers.

Tim's first original EP meanders various thematic pathways of the human journey, from the awe-inspiring beauty of the natural world to the jagged edges of heartbreak and relational conflict. It celebrates the enduring resilience of the human spirit and its urgings to go forward in the face of fear, grief and uncertainty.

Embracing a breadth of experiences that shape us, the collection also offers reflections on mending wounds by moving thoughtfully into them, inviting compassion, hope, and release as ways forward.
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Some thoughts from Tim:

Though these songs are born of my personal experiences and perceptions, I invite you to find the intersections with your own stories and to make them yours. Perhaps listening will bring to mind characters you see in yourself: the curious wanderer, the unrequited yet hopeful lover, the courageous beginner.

The song “Just Enough” contains perhaps my most direct assurances to you: that you are worthy and lovable simply because you exist; that in spite of all you wish to be different, or all the ways you are told you should be, it’s okay to be precisely where you are and who you are in this moment. I hope you might grab onto its messages and feel them as true.

Wherever these songs may take you, whatever they might make you feel, I hope you’ll find the journey worthwhile. Thank you from my heart for taking the time to listen.

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released August 11, 2021

An abundance of love and gratitude goes to these people and their contributions of time, skill and creativity:

Genevieve Green - piano, vocals

Thomas LaForgia - cello

Tim Lulofs - bass guitar, vocals, lap steel

David Olimpio - keyboards

Kyle Pulley - sound engineering, mixing

Ryan Schwabe - mastering

Tim Ward, Jr - acoustic & electric guitars, vocals

Shane Woods - drums, percussion, sound engineering
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Marissa Evans took the cover photograph, and Matt Hoppe designed the album cover.
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All songs authored, composed, and produced by Tim Ward Jr. The musicians listed each created and recorded the sections for their respective instruments.
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Drums tracks, acoustic & electric guitars, and Tim's vocals were primarily recorded and mixed at The Headroom Studios in Philadelphia, PA. All other tracks were recorded in the artist's respective homes in Philadelphia, PA and Collingswood, NJ.

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Tim Ward Jr. Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Hi, I'm Tim. I'm a singer-songwriter, guitarist, and deep in my core, a poet. Through music, I explore the full spectrum of living: grief and longing; joy and love; the beautiful and difficult marvel of being alive here and now.

Wherever and however these songs find their way into your life, I hope they can take you somewhere that reminds you of the wondrous complexity of your own experience.
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